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C. Brian Smith

C. Brian Smith writes hard-hitting gonzo features for MEL, whether it be training with a masturbation coach, receiving psycho corporal treatment from a spank therapist, or embarking on a week-long pleasure cruise with 75 Santa Clauses following their busy season.


What It’s Like to Date a Woman With a Chronic Illness

Early in Zack’s relationship with Cara, she warned him that due to her chronic illness, a connective tissue disorder called Marfan Syndrome, some days would…

I Got My Asshole Made Into Chocolates by the World’s Most Famous Anus Artist

I’m naked from the waist down on a massage table, my feet pointed toward a dozen or so East Asian and African masks hanging near…

What Happens When Your Doctor Is the Addict?

On a frigid February morning in 2005, Dr. Peter Grinspoon was scurrying back from a lecture on cholesterol management when the sight of a Massachusetts…